Ok. he's weird. i strictly rejected the idea of his idea. ha ha~ He's now one of my students in 3 G. he doesnt refer me as 'akak' in school. but, he doesnt acknowledge me with anything like 'teacher' ke, cikgu ke. And i of coz won't call him 'adik'. and i told him to call me 'teacher'. Why i said that he's weird? One day, i got to know that he's now trying to 'angkat' someone else. and that someone is the Form 4 student in that school as well. And i was like.."okay, you are so weird, boy." i didnt have the chance to ask him "WHY" coz now i'm in the state of merajuk with that 3G class. I feel guilty now since their trial is around the corner. Only 20 more days to go. What shud i do. I didnt even look at their faces when i was teaching. Lalu tepi kelas dieorg pun buat donno je (not being my usual self where i like to tegur the stdents in that class. And i think i didnt put all my heart while teaching them. Just like 'lepas batuk di tepi tangga' (is this the correct proverb?)I dont have the 'semangat' to teach that class anymore. Setiap kali jejak kaki in that class, i feel angry and mad. I know i shudnt act this way. But what shud i do since they know that it's their fault yet they didnt seek forgiveness from me. See? They didnt even wanna learn. I have done so many approaches and techniques to capture their attention..words like "english is easy, i believe in you, awak boleh buat pun, sayang"..all sorts of encouragement and compliment were given. yet, they didnt appreciate it. maybe dieorg naik lemak kot. So, i tried this method plak. "Merajuk" method. But, i am the one who feel the pain. Sigh~ lantak korang lah.
p/s: I loveeee musim buah. Macam2 jenis buah students bawak. Buah salak, manggis, dokong, rambutan and even durian pun ade. Thanks, kids..(not 3G students, ok)
What Would You Do If A Student Belittles You?
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3 comments:
mimi!
syada pun ada periods yg dok merajuk dgn students.
i don't think it worked though. the students seemed blissfully oblivious to my mood... haha
berlapang dada je la dgn these students
*sigh*
i agree mi...
takde kesan pun - merajuk pun tak gune sebab diorg tak perasan pun...
and i'm having the same prob with my kids too. i'll walk in with so much enthusiasm to teach but every single day there must be a reason for me not to be able to teach. i'm also at the state of melepaskan batuk di tangga.. rase agak helpless jugaklah
last2 terus gi written task tanpa ajar content betul2 sebab it's the only thing that i can do to make them sit and do something (not being disruptive and noisy - and guard them with a cane in my hand). huhu... rasa bersalah gak kat budak2 ni. tapi... haih....
hm...dat's how our life as a teacher shud be kan..
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