School is no longer fun.

Yes, i know. If u hv my fb, this is my current status. Lately, i hv been feeling..how to say.. not so well. i dont really hv the excitement i used to have whenever i go to school, and the urge of thinking what to teach in the next lessons. Having to teach only 5 periods of English now should be a relaxing moment for me. Some may say that i should feel grateful and thankful that now i can hv lots of time to do my own stuff. Yet, i feel empty. i dont really feel contented.

I hv been lazing around in the staff room. i know i hv other clerical works. But i dont feel like completing them at the moment. Now it feels like i'm pushing and dragging my feet to enter the classroom and even to go to the school. What makes me hv these unpleasant feelings?
The students?
The environment?
The end-of-the-year situation?

Where is the fun that i used to feel (or rather imagine)when i first step into the school area? The fun that i hope to get from the students, the colleagues and even the school staff. Seeing the smiles, receiving the greetings and pep-talk from them were the fun that i used to have. But, they were gone now. I'm no longer hv the same feelings. Why? What had happened?

But, i could say, ALLAH keeps me going on and on..

Bertahan lah. It's just another month to go.