Before this, when i was 20 years old, i didn't care much about my face. I mean, i didn't really use the exact steps to take care of my skin. i couldnt even remember what facial cleanser i was using back then as i didnt hv much problem with it. Alhamdulillah, i used to have smooth pimpled-free skin up until i came back from NZ.
In 2009, the awful change came suddenly. I was posted to Gua Musang.. A month after teaching in that school, i realised some changes at my face. there were not one, but few pimples! It also felt itchy! I complained to Mom about that. It became worst. i remembered i went as early as 8am to Klinik Balqis for this matter. She said i had whitehead which could be settled by doing facial. and it wont leave scars (according to her!) I went to the salon suggested by her. it was during March/April. The facial was hurt, painful. but i bore with it for the sake to get better. i went there not once, but almost three times. and my face was getting worst!with the scars and everything. i regretted going there actually. At that moment, my confidence level dropped. i felt ashamed to meet people, take photos and even to enter the classroom. i tried to avoid people, as they would give such weird look. I could still remember the school cleaner stopped and asked what happened to me. and she said "Ni kne nikah ni, baru xdok masalah ni". hmmpphh... It was June. My graduation day. i was worried about the problem then somenone suggested me to got to bomoh resdung. i did. It was ok for a few days only. In June also, i went to meet someone. i wasnt confident with myself but i still went. with that pimpled-scarred face i went to meet that someone. well, u knew the result of that meeting, was it? eheh. i bet u can guess. for the whole year, i tried everything. Went to facial once a week, new facial cleanser as suggested by many, bomoh resdung, pantang..then, it got better but still couldnt cure the pimple..
Early 2010, i was still using the same cleanser (i forgot the brand).. still the problem got on my way. i still had low self-esteem. People kept giving me suggestions: teabag, this cleanser, that cream, this bomoh that salon etc. i got different reactions everytime they saw me. Another year passed. i couldnt take a look at my old photos! i just couldnt.
Last year, my sister introduced me to a new product. Beautee ampoule. Then i started to use it without any hope in it. whoaa. Slowly, the problem is cured. Jerawat hny tumbuh before menstruation. Dan, hanya satu shj. so, i started to use the cleanser and toner as well. And the BB cream too. And i drink the Glow Collagen as well. it costs me a lot actually. but it works well with me. Kirenye dah smpai tahap puas hati dan keyakinan diri sudah kembali pulih. Alhamdulillah. And sometimes, i buat mask using the white egg. Up until now, i'm still using the product. Cume, sy ni jenis tak istiqamah dan disiplin sgt bab2 cuci muke ni. kadang2 tidur mlm x basuh muke pon. sbbnye, sejuk or ngantuk sgt2..hee.
So, my advice is..u can listen to others' piece of advices but dont try everything (in this case la). find the best solution that is suitable for your problem..lain org lain plak jenis ubatnye. at this moment, i have found the suitable solution - Beautee.
-NZ 2006: this was the original blusher, ok! It was cold!-
-NZ 2007: how i miss the flawless skin!-
-2010, can u see the scars and acnes on my face? huuu-
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